It’s Still Him

It’s really amazing
How your dreams tell you
How you really feel for a person,
How you adore him or despise him


It’s really bizarre
The even if you try to
Suppress your feelings for someone
They always seem to crop up inside you


Many times I’ve told myself
“You’re crazy for liking him this much”
But each time I do so
My feelings for him grow tenfold


Every time I see him
Something in me quivers
So strong sometimes
That it’s as if I’m going to fall back


Each time he smiles at me
It feels as if I’m fighting a magnet
A magnet so strong
That all I could do is to submit


If this is what you call love
Then I’ve had it for some time now
I told him I liked another
But in the end it’s still him in my heart and mind.