1013

what's in him that i like so much?
even if there are rumors circulating that he's with another guy, i still like him?
is it his smile?
his eyes?
his hands?
what?
i really don't get it.
i really can't think straight about it.

whenever i'm with him
i just want to hit pause and hug him tight and never let go
whenever he smiles
i just want to melt in his arms

call me crazy for liking a guy like him
whom people think is gay
but for me, he's still 1013
the 1013 i've learned to like and love
the 1013 i want to be mine